Four years ago today (4/9/08) is when we lost Brian. Though this site is a testament to Brian, I believe he would not want us to be “professional mourners” for him. Brian would want us to enjoy life, our loved ones and honor him by living life to the fullest as only he could.
However, sometimes you still think about the “what ifs” and wonder why? There are no easy answers and though all of us want a “do over” – and somehow get Brian back – intellectually we know it is impossible.
I see my brother in my kids. They both give me Brian’ unique look that is part humorous, questioning and full of guff. He loved both of them. You can tell in this photo with Patrick that Brian was a proud Uncle and would (and did) do anything for him. You can also tell he was really tan.
There are days I seem to feel that Brian is with me. Often, I think he would be laughing at me, making fun of me and treating me like only a brother can. I also feel him when I need strength. I frequently ask for his help and have no doubt he is there for me, for his friends and for his beloved family whenever we need a lift.
Though we all my shed a tear today for Brian, know he is next to you. He is always supporting you and yes, crying with you.
Love and miss you.
Well said Matt. There's not a day goes by I don't miss Brian. He was the greatest of friends. And I know its him that always makes my house alarm pad start beeping at random times in the middle of the night, just to mess with me. And laugh.
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